This is my story
You can't write the prose
Without consulting me
This is my story
Only One may write it for me
And you could never be Him
This is my story
Don't think you know the pages so well
When the book isn't finished yet
This is my story
I'll script the chapters
You just read the lines
This is my story
My tale to tell
If you're lost, seek the Truth
This is my story
I'll pen it if you please
And He'll make the edits
This is my story
No one else's
So how could you know it better than me?
Words Unwise
Posted by Unknown in dreams, friendship, future, passion, poem, poetry, relationship, story
There is a story
That you meant to tell
A story of you and me
One that will never be
You thought that was my story
You feared that was my words
You misunderstood
And now I am crying
There is a story
That I meant to tell
A story of two lovers
Two lovers are not we
While it is true
I do fancy you
I never said I intended
To do more than be your friend
There is a story
Of misunderstood words
And a man too in love with what is not yet
Who's passion was crush needlessly
I never thought we were meant to be
I never thought we ever had a chance
It's just you remind me so much of her
My love who I still dream of
There is a story
Of two friends who spoke so long
But never really talked
Yet could be so much more
They could be writers
Set at common goals
Close, yet far away
I want you in my story
But not as the other role...
One day I would like to talk with you
Without pretenses, without fear
One day I would like to dance with you
Without worry, without care
I don't know why this happened
I don't know why we hide
I don't know why we can't be honest
But I know we come back again
One day I would like to hug you
Without misconceptions, without confusion
One day I would like to tell you everything
Without running, without hiding
I don't why we stopped
I don't know why it tore apart
I don't know why there's this space
But I know we come back again
Dark where the days when my story began
Hate, fear and loathing where all I knew
Once I nearly took my life in desperation
And I knew but one way to survive it all
Hate was my enemy, so now a friend
Rage was fearful, now it was a tool
I created a me that would fight back
A me that was dark and full of anger
This part of my personality grew
Until truly it was a festering wound
My rage fueled me and made me strong
It was more now, a creature to be sure
Little did I know that my life would change
Little did I know that God would save me
Little did I know that I would change
Little did I know of the beast inside
Now I am hurting, now I am fear
Now a beast dwells inside of me
Now I must kill what I created
Now I must rip it out of me
I have feared it, but now no more
I have trusted it, but it will leave
I have raised it, but it will die
I have caged it, but now I'll be free
Hate, fear and loathing where all I knew
Once I nearly took my life in desperation
And I knew but one way to survive it all
Hate was my enemy, so now a friend
Rage was fearful, now it was a tool
I created a me that would fight back
A me that was dark and full of anger
This part of my personality grew
Until truly it was a festering wound
My rage fueled me and made me strong
It was more now, a creature to be sure
Little did I know that my life would change
Little did I know that God would save me
Little did I know that I would change
Little did I know of the beast inside
Now I am hurting, now I am fear
Now a beast dwells inside of me
Now I must kill what I created
Now I must rip it out of me
I have feared it, but now no more
I have trusted it, but it will leave
I have raised it, but it will die
I have caged it, but now I'll be free
Stop right there, don't take another step
I can't let you walk away like that
Not knowing how I feel this time
Stop right there, before you take another breath
Let me tell you the truth this time
Without you, my life seems like less
Stop right there, with what you just said
Don't you see that I love you
That this is the way it should be
Stop right there, I want you to know
I'll wait for you if I must
Until you run it by Him
Stop right there, don't take another step
Not before I can get on my feet
And walk the rest of the way with you
Not of the hearts that men do crave
Not of the emotions that cannot explain
Not of the drugs, from free to slave
Not of the plans, all best lain
Once, broken and hungry
Crying when all alone
You took this from me
And gave me a new Home
Once, beaten and bruised
Running from the fear
Feeling washed up and used
You drew me near
Not of all the worldly desires
Not of all the meaningless words
Not of all the raging fires
Not of all the sheepless herd
Once, You came unwanted
To Save a world that was lost
You ended up hunted
But then You paid our cost
Once, we had no hope
Crying out for restoration
Having no way to cope
You gave us Salvation
There was a time that we had never shared
There was a time I never even knew you
There was a time that we were strangers
But now it's different and I'm lost here
Once I didn't dream of you and me
Once I didn't hope for what could be
Once I didn't want to be together
Now that's what I want until Forever
There was a time I didn't think of you
There was a time that simple things were mine
There was a time I didn't know your voice
But now it's different and I want to know
Once I didn't dream of you and me
Once I didn't hope for what could be
Once I didn't want to be together
Now that's what I want until Forever
I'm not sure what the future holds
I'm not sure if we're ment to be
I'm not sure what you feel
But now it's different and I...
Back against the wall
Bruises seem all too real
Screaming at nothing
Why can't you hear?
This is my story
And I'll write it
With my own sweat and tears
I don't need you telling me how it goes
I sit all alone in the hall
Crying for the lost things
Screaming at nothing
Why can't you hear?
This is my story
And I'll write it
No need for your edits
You're not apart of it
I'm not alone
Not with Him standing here
No longer screaming
I know that He hears
This was our story
We were writing together
But now it's my story
And you're but a chapter